Today

Today I feel like I am in a hospital room

i see the one I love in front of me

but there is nothing more I can do, I am visibly aware of that 

i am searching for answers, asking questions, trying to convince anyone that there is still hope

trying to convince my loved one to hang on just a bit more

the warning signals are going off

the screens are flashing red

it doesn't matter what i do, they won't stop

No one will listen to me

i'm drowning, literally my heart is broken

how does anyone move on after this

i cannot accept what is

i will not accept what has come to be

how did we get here, how did it go this far

doesn't he see

doesn't he see the hope, the fight, the strength

don't i matter enough to continue to hang on

why is there opposition, why is there such hate

i am strong, i have fought the fight, but have not won the race

for what purpose, what was the intent of this wasted time

only true devastation, shattering heartbreak