Wednesday, January 11, 2023




hide me in a place where i only hear the whispers of the wind
secure my arms around myself where no aches can enter my bones
flood my soul with peace that battles the despair
quiet my mind that stirs at the mention
breathe into me the answers i've been after...
surround me with the light and shut out the darkness

Monday, January 9, 2023

the pieces

 


Climbing out I thought I was free

The chain pulled tighter


Walking away I thought was the key

The waves crashed harder


The ebb & flow of this disease

Scars every inch of my soul


Watching you slowly waste away

Is the loudest scream I’ve ever heard


Your hands clasp tightly

shattering my mind


I wail

glass shatters


but you won’t wake up

Sunday, January 8, 2023

be still


be still they said

be calm and it will pass


the anger is silent

yet rages through my body

it beats on my bones


the stillness is present 

but fleeting


it visits for a time 

but then abandons me

 

Taken...


Redemption was supposed to be mine

Providence was our promise

a promise that fell through the cracks


the struggle was fought

but the battle was not won


the testimony was spoken 

but over time it burned to ash


slowly like a serum

it dripped out like poison


a long slow awaited death

one that you knew was coming

but not one you could prepare for


it pummeled my heart 

it shattered my soul


you find a way through

because there is no way out

Escape

  i look Out i see the darkness i wonder what it would be like to just step out into that darkness to be weighted down in a different way to...