Thursday, January 4, 2024

The interview/the exit

 


~how many times have you “let it go”

More than I can count

~how many times did you snatch it back

Too many

~did he walk away

Yes

~did he abandon you for another

More than once

~did his hands fall upon you in a destructive way

Yes

~did his words cut you in half

~did you stay

I did but he promised he would change

~did he keep that promise

No

~why did you stay

I believed in love

His love, our love

We would be a testimony 

~how did that work out for you

He destroyed me

He destroyed our marriage

He destroyed our family 

~did he look back

No but I did 

He pulled me back in

He was the puppeteer

~does he carry the guilt

Possibly

But yet I am consumed with the guilt he should bear

~why is that

I do not know

I am entangled

~you need to let go

I don’t know how

It will swallow me whole

~what will jill 

The grief 

Escape

  i look Out i see the darkness i wonder what it would be like to just step out into that darkness to be weighted down in a different way to...