In the secret 

in the quiet place

I am here. 

I am being forced to listen, but yet I am writing instead. 

I want to hear what needs to be said. 

I want to absorb it in my bones. 

What needs to be done…

I want to experience the peace rather than the mania. 

I want to put everything behind me and move forward. 

I don’t want to seek so constantly anymore. 

I want to relax and just take what comes as it comes. 

I need to experience the freedom of letting it all go…

not holding onto things that aren’t mine anymore

Realizing they were mine for a temporary time & accepting that 

& remembering that 

& letting them go. 

It won’t kill me

It won’t destroy me

I will be okay