I have no words, I have no answers...
I have been looking everywhere, except inside myself...
My heart is broken, but not for myself, for my children...
For what they have to endure & the thoughts & questions that they will have to live with regardless of the outcome...
I want to go into my bathroom and swallow every pill imaginable and go to sleep...
But i can't, I have to be strong, for them
My life, raw & vulnerable...a place to release my thoughts, emotions, fears, joys in a safe place...
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In the secret in the quiet place I am here. I am being forced to listen, but yet I am writing instead. I want to hear what needs to be ...
It's amazing how much we are willing to endure for our children.♡ It would be so much easier to give up.
ReplyDeletei honestly believe that God does give us people, situations, etc for a reason....this being one of them. The older kids are pretty sufficient and independent, but if it weren't for the littles that are still so dependent on me, I would be a hot disaster.
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