I have no words, I have no answers...
I have been looking everywhere, except inside myself...
My heart is broken, but not for myself, for my children...
For what they have to endure & the thoughts & questions that they will have to live with regardless of the outcome...
I want to go into my bathroom and swallow every pill imaginable and go to sleep...
But i can't, I have to be strong, for them
My life, raw & vulnerable...a place to release my thoughts, emotions, fears, joys in a safe place...
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In the secret in the quiet place I am here. I am being forced to listen, but yet I am writing instead. I want to hear what needs to be ...
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In the secret in the quiet place I am here. I am being forced to listen, but yet I am writing instead. I want to hear what needs to be ...
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she stands but even now she wonders if she's alone she hesitates to stay as she looks back at what abandoned her she desires hope neve...
It's amazing how much we are willing to endure for our children.♡ It would be so much easier to give up.
ReplyDeletei honestly believe that God does give us people, situations, etc for a reason....this being one of them. The older kids are pretty sufficient and independent, but if it weren't for the littles that are still so dependent on me, I would be a hot disaster.
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