Engulfed...

I've never known what it felt like not to shower for days....
I feel engulfed in the waves of chaos....
I feel like I can't catch a breath...
I hear all the advice around me and it swirls like a devastating tornado....
I dont know how I feel, what I think, what I want anymore....
I am always searching for answers.  I want somebody to tell me what to do....
I want to hide and bury myself away until it's over, all of it....
I have to be strong and deal with everyone else's emotions while I can't even deal with my own...