Sunday, December 15, 2019

No words....no answers

I have no words, I have no answers...
I have been looking everywhere, except inside myself...
My heart is broken, but not for myself, for my children...
For what they have to endure & the thoughts & questions that they will have to live with regardless of the outcome...
I want to go into my bathroom and swallow every pill imaginable and go to sleep...
But i can't,  I have to be strong, for them 

  In the secret  in the quiet place I am here.  I am being forced to listen, but yet I am writing instead.  I want to hear what needs to be ...