~how many times have you “let it go”
More than I can count
~how many times did you snatch it back
Too many
~did he walk away
Yes
~did he abandon you for another
More than once
~did his hands fall upon you in a destructive way
Yes
~did his words cut you in half
~did you stay
I did but he promised he would change
~did he keep that promise
No
~why did you stay
I believed in love
His love, our love
We would be a testimony
~how did that work out for you
He destroyed me
He destroyed our marriage
He destroyed our family
~did he look back
No but I did
He pulled me back in
He was the puppeteer
~does he carry the guilt
Possibly
But yet I am consumed with the guilt he should bear
~why is that
I do not know
I am entangled
~you need to let go
I don’t know how
It will swallow me whole
~what will jill
The grief