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Wednesday, January 11, 2023
Monday, January 9, 2023
the pieces
Climbing out I thought I was free
The chain pulled tighter
Walking away I thought was the key
The waves crashed harder
The ebb & flow of this disease
Scars every inch of my soul
Watching you slowly waste away
Is the loudest scream I’ve ever heard
Your hands clasp tightly
shattering my mind
I wail
glass shatters
but you won’t wake up
Sunday, January 8, 2023
be still
be calm and it will pass
the anger is silent
yet rages through my body
it beats on my bones
the stillness is present
but fleeting
it visits for a time
but then abandons me
Taken...
Redemption was supposed to be mine
Providence was our promise
a promise that fell through the cracks
the struggle was fought
but the battle was not won
the testimony was spoken
but over time it burned to ash
slowly like a serum
it dripped out like poison
a long slow awaited death
one that you knew was coming
but not one you could prepare for
it pummeled my heart
it shattered my soul
you find a way through
because there is no way out
In the secret in the quiet place I am here. I am being forced to listen, but yet I am writing instead. I want to hear what needs to be ...